I want to write this topic as if I were writing to myself... 

MY DUDE, OK, Let's get into this!
It's simple... DO IT, start, GET UP!... Ok but really! You are full of creative ideas and inspired on the daily to build something, that is down right badass. You have this skills to use any tool put in front of you, promise, just try! What are you scared of? What!? You do not want to create ugly?... Well, that's a sorry ass excuse, but I do understand why you think that way. Let me start with this.. try thinking about it as "Practice Makes Perfect". You need to do ugly before the real beauty of your work finds itself. Nothing starts out perfect, and nothing is perfect.  

“You pile up enough tomorrows, and you’ll find you are left with nothing but a lot of empty yesterdays.”  
~Not Sure (sorry) Lynyrd Skynyrd

Enjoy the world, take it all in. Smile more and appreciate the ride life has for you!